Anonymous asked: Did you delete your own fan page?

Yeap I did! :)

Anonymous asked: May i know what course you study in immanuel beauty schoool?

I’m taking a makeup diploma.

Anonymous asked: i know you might just brush me off as just some random person but.. you should smile more in your photos! i checked out your shots and you always have this same "fierce" expression... smile more (: you look pretty -random guy p.s: i wanted to share 2 links to the photos you smiled in but tumblr wouldn't let me .. oh well.. (:

Thanks haha! I didn’t realize It at all. I’ll smile more, god bless you!

Anonymous asked: Feeling down recently? Is everything alright? Time, don't heal scars. Just like you will never be able to fix a shattered mirror. But i'm sure of one thing, time will give you happiness, because you're worthed it. Good luck in wherever your happiness lies in.

Thank you, even though I don’t know who you are, but thank you. God bless. :)

Dear the old me,
You know, you should really head to sleep now. It’s useless thinking about things that would never happen, not now, not in the future, and not ever again. Sometimes you just have to be brave when no one’s there for you. When you have to be alone going through all the motions, all the negative feelings you’ve never felt before, when you get pushed to the edge of insanity… I guess it’s just time. It’s just time to cry the fuck out of yourself and feel better, to not get tormented or chased by any of the past anymore. it’s time to let everything go. All the things that have been, has already been and if there’s a way you could have salvaged everything, you would. You have to let yourself know that you really tried your best even though at most times it wasn’t enough, even though at most times the disappointment’s like ripping the shit out of you. At least, there’s nothing left for it anymore..
Goodbye, I’m letting you go. One day if you ever thought of me again, please do not come back and try to make a big influence out of my life like how you did back then. Don’t be selfish, you affected almost the whole of it already and I believe the tears I shed is enough to keep you going. 这次, 我真的不回头了.
Future, I’m ready.

Dear time,
Please heal, I’m terribly in need of you right now… I heard you do special things like help broken hearts get better, to manage feelings, to slowly not think about all those shits that would never happen again right? I fell down, and it’s really hard to get back up now. You think you can do me a favour? In return, I’d give you happiness, I promise. How’s that?

Yours sincerely,
Me.

Maybe I should stop hoping to avoid disappointments… My eyes hurt like crazy but I can’t get to sleep. 我真的真的不想等了… Please just let me get to sleep… ;(

Anonymous asked: u r soo beautiful,keep on working hard and achieve better results ^^

Thank you!

Anonymous asked: u photoshop your photo, dont deny, i saw the original pictures on photographer's fb, same photo but u photoshop ur face and ur body lol...

Evidence? Post the photo on my wall if you really saw it, if not don’t act one you see. I don’t even have adobe photoshop to begin with.

Anonymous asked: You learn modelling, people find you model or you ownself find people take one? Can learn to model one ah?

Firsly you’d have to start up your own portfolio first. Which means you either pay for your own port in a company or you do it for TFCD (free). I build up my own portfolio on a TFCD basis because joining a company is useless. You pay a huge sum of money for photos you can get free and then you’re totally forgotten. Unless of course you wanna join them as a full-time model but it’s not recommended because you’d have to sign a contract within 2 years if I can remember, and in between you’re NOT allowed to break any rules within this contract. One of the rules also mean that whichever job they give you, you CANNOT turn it down. Absurd? I think so too that’s why I’d rather do it on a freelance basis. So you get your port up with enough pics, not only 3-4 albums but at least 6 to 7 different themes. After you get your photos, publish it somewhere where it will gain you fame and TA-DA! Photographers will find you where you’d start on your own assignment.